Grey fluffy Cat’s

When I close my eyes
I can see for miles
There’s comfort in my dark scene
And chaos in the eyes

These eyes are not your eyes
And these eyes are not the colors that
Could minimize my pain
Now I was not around
When those eyes of yours decided so
I refuse to kneel before the sights you choose to see

When I close my eyes
I remember why I smile
under my umbrella
I’ve Accomplished Exile

These eyes are not your eyes
And these eyes are not the colors that
Could minimize my pain
Now I was not around
When those eyes of yours decided to
when they chose to kneel before the sun could touch the sea
If this is right… id rather be wrong…
If this is sight… id rather be blind!

                                                                               -INCUBUS

Toozakaru yo machi no noizu

Ai shite ii kana? Amai yoin nokoshite

I love you. Tokihanashita kokuhaku wa

Futari dake no geemu ni irozuku

Utsumuki kuchibiru kamu itazura ni

Hikari to kage odoru hoshizora

Ato sukoshi mou sukoshi

Sono koe kiite itai

Oboreru hodo mune kogashite

Aa te wo fureba

Oyasumi itoshi egao

Sayonara shai na futari

Imasugu mou ichido aou ka

Motto kisu shitai

Kiss me, hold me tight

Yawarakai ne kimi no makura

Orenji iro no heya de kimi ga hoshikute

Mae yori ai shiteru no?
Sasayaku
Kaeranu henji ga boyaketeku

Kami wo naderu yasashii koe

Mimimoto atsuku saseru

Kono mama chikadzuiteku hodo

Aa fuan ni naru

Ima kimi ga kyandoru wo

Fukikesu shigusa sae mo

Setsunaku saseru koi wo shite

Sugu dakishimeta

                                                                                  -Van Tomiko

For some reason,
I hate my live these days..
I even hate my self for what I am today…

Huhuhuhuuu
Sounds nyebelin bgt,
But agak sedikit merasamuak dengan keadaan diri sendiri
i feel like turning into a very boooooorrring person!

Huhuhuhu
I hate me self!
Pengen banget melakukan sesuatu yang bodoh
Tanpa banyak pertimbangan,
Tanpa harus mengasih alasan ke orang lain why im doing it..
I wanna be spontaneous like I used to!
Yang gak peduli apapun
just live for today banget!!

Owww kangen bgt sama masa2 begituann
Sekarang gue terpaku pada ikatan-ikatan
Yang mengharuskan gue untuk bergerak mengikuti mekanisme tertentu yang amat sangat membosankan
Mengharuskan gue untuk berfikir lebih banyak dari hari ini
Berfikir terlalu jauh sampai beberapa tahun ke depan

Oaaa
Kata semua orang,
That’s what they called mature..
But Somehow,
I was tempted to refuse to grown up!
For such bored feelings
I agreed with “gee”…
I feel like a girl stuck in adult body!

Huhuhuhuhuuu
Tanggung jawab, pertimbangan-pertimbangan, kewajiban…
Watta boring instrument..

And watta boring me..
I think too much about consequences
Sebelum memulai untuk berjalan
I think too much about the idea of might loosing a thing,
Sampe sampe gue berasa terlalu mengalah over a thing
I cant even express my feelings like I used to
About my thought over something
Aww, I’m such a boring person!

I sit too much in silent
I think too much with brain
I thought too much about others..
Aww, gue pengen jadi sedikit lebih nyebelin!
I want to be full self centered just for one day
Me and my world
Me and semua pikiran2 bodoh gue yang berubah menjadi kenyataan!
Me and just me
Live according to mee
Apalah itu yang pake embel2 mee

At this moment
gue berharap bgt udah lay down di atas kanoo,
sambil nungguin pancingan ikan di karang Meong
ato just soak up in the sun
and surf All day long
Take of tanpa harus mikirin rasanya kegulung di pasauran
Paddle sampe semua badan gue sakit sakit sakti
Tanpa harus mikir besok gak bisa gerak sama sekali,
Tanpa harus ribet soal over tan
Yang ngebuat gue jadi berasa kayak anak seribu pulau
Tanpa harus ribet soal pandangan aneh manusia kota soal kulit yang belang2 gak jelas.. codet kiri kanan..
Langsung ngepak board pada ajakan setan pertama untuk melaut,
Tanpa harus mikirin besok udah gak ada uang bensin lagi..
Tanpa harus mikirin mobil gue bisa meledak sewaktu-waktu di jalan..

Tanpa harus mikirin larangan-larangan dan nasehat-nasehat yang I know that’s true..
But hey, what the hell.. I fell great doing it!!!!!!!

Now I really want to cry..
I hate my live
I hate my self
Ooww, I hate  me!

**Soow sorry,
just a current mood
yang lagi sensii beratttss!!!